Figure it out

I am seriously lacking motivation. This cold has really got me in a slum. Usually the cold sting on my cheeks enlivens me. But, lately I'm just frigid. My body doesn't feel right. My mind doesn't feel right. The music isn't grabbing me like it should. It, life, just feels so heavy and pointless. Money is okay. I can't complain because I am eating. But, food doesn't taste at all like it did before. My bed doesn't make me feel like it once did. I can't fall asleep right when I hit the sheets. I just want to leave. But, I've made this commitment. A four year commitment. The thought of being here for 2+ years is driving me insane. I need something good to happen to me. Something to make me see what this is all worth. Of course I know the value of my education. But, it's not all about prestige. I want to meet new people. People who inspire me to be a better version of myself. The one and only thing that I can truly say has never disappointed me in the time I have been here is my girlfriend. She holds me down. She knows I'm not 100% happy. But, she's willing to stick by me until I figure this situation out. I need to figure this out.