he's like the light of my life and yet his words bring me down. it's always a constant battle with him; a push and pull and push again kind of thing. he makes it so clear to me. he lays it down. but, he's got me stressin'. i mean hard core stressin'. like i can't sleep at night. like it hurts so much to be here. like it's more than i can bare. like he's taking all i got. nothing for me. the red light is flashing because i'm running on E. it's complicated. he says he loves me no matter what. but, other times he likes to hate on me. pointin' out my flaws, sayin' he still loves me but he ain't got room for me. and i just wanna say "look muthafucka, take me as i am or leave me the fuck alone!" of course i never say that. i got to much respect for him to diss him like that.
I have a relationship with god, and it's a hectic one.
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