Family

It's been busy lately. Around here, around everywhere. In Japan, people are scraping by and trying to scrounge for food and water. In my little bubble, I am swamped with school work, organization obligations, and family issues. Sometimes it is nice to be away from family. But, then again, I can't really do anything directly proactive when I am so removed from my family.

I am frustrated with the whole situation. I don't know why he can't just love who he has. Why does he have to run away from the people who love him the most...his children? It's really pathetic. I know it's more complicated than what it is made to seem like. This only serves as a lesson to my future self: I will always put my children first. I will always make them feel loved and cared for. They will always hold my heart. My decisions will be primarily guided by striving to give them the best of me and the best of life. I will always know their favorite color(s), what they like to do for fun, all of their mannerisms, and their dreams and aspirations. I will stop at nothing to give my all to my family.

Period.