I need to grow up.
I need to realize that things will rarely go my way.
I am confused.
I am hurt.
I am numb.
But, I am alive.
And, since I am alive, I need to move on.
I'm in a state of evolution.
I am evolving into the person I'm probably not going to be in 20 yrs.
By then, I will have morphed, changed, molded, formed myself into another evolved species of myself.
I'm okay with that.
I just need to grow up.
I need to let things go.
It is a must...
At least for evolution it is.
Staying in one place, one state of mind only delays this process.
I need as many processes as I can get. I only have approximately 82 yrs left...and that's only if I live to 100.