Three More Days

So, I have three days til I am back at Smith. I am rather excited. I miss my life at Smith. Smith is where the majority of my time is spent. I have grown accustomed to the routine, work, friends, and overall life I have built for myself in college.

Because I have grown so used to Smith, it has made being home rather hard. I love my family and close friends, but it's not the same. I feel like I could have spent the maximum of two weeks here at home and accomplished the same thing. Next winter, I would like to plan out what I am going in advance so I don't have big chunks of useless time.

The pro of staying longer is that I was able to spend time. I did like seeing my mom throughout the day. She means the world to me. But, as much as I love her, I feel like I should be off on my own. I have waited for this moment of complete independence for a long time now.

Plus, I miss my Massi. She's become an important and big part of my life. It's amazing how close we've gotten over the past few weeks. It's been a relatively short time that we've been together, but we have this connection that is really powerful. So, I can't wait to get back to her. I want to embrace every inch of her.

I also can't wait to see my buddies. I miss Iesha, Yanil, Neesha, Imani, Melissa, Johanna, Mei, Seata, Catherine, Katheryne, Arlene, Sasha, Imogene, Keji, and everyone else. I miss seeing my friends around campus. We are so tight, it's pretty crazy. I miss getting kissed on the cheek by EVERYONE lol. And, I miss giving kisses on the cheek. Damn, summer is going to be so hard.

Anyway, three more days! I can't wait!

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