I move in one week. Yes, in seven days. That is so astounding to me. It is also rather pertifying. I hope I have all the necessities that are required of me. I'd hate to have forgotten something. One of my close fiends left last night. She arrived at her school this morning. I am so excited for her.
Even though everyone is moving on, I don't feel bad or sad really. I've never been the type to hold friends very close to me for very long. Usually, my friendships are interrupted. In the past, I've let a relationship come between my friends and I. It was a bad situation all around. After being single for a little while, I found a relationship that allowed me to be close to friends, but it hasn't happened for me.
The only real friendships I have, are the friendships I've made with my teachers/mentors. Some think this is sad. Sometimes this makes me sad as well-- in a less pathetic more empathetic kind of way. I don't know if they feel as close to me as I do to them, but either way, those are relationships I cherish deeply. I hope they know just how much I love them.
You see, I need mind-connection with a human in order for the relationship to work. Then, that mind connection turns into heart-connection. After heart-connection, we reach spirtual-connection. That's the deepest connection you can have. How do you know if you've reached that spiritual-connection? Just wait for the next blog.
This blog is going all over the place. How very rude of me! Anyway, this blog is dedicated to those who are moving on to the bigger and better. I tip my hat off to you. You will do great! If you forget about me, that's okay. Just remember what we had. We were close at one point in time. We loved somewhere downthe metaphorical line of time. And, it was special. It was.
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